But first, Thank the Lord !!
I may be weak but Your Spirit’s strong in me. My flesh may fail, but my Adonai, my Elohim, You never will. Give me You !
So I was talking to God as I was unhappy today as I was forced into a situation where I have to talk about something I didn’t want to talk about and I wasn’t happy at all. And on the top of it, I consulted God a couple of days ago, if I should do it and He said no and well, today I went against God and now I am all broken up and I am back on my knees again and the situation is not resolved and I have to deal with this again tomorrow and I am not sure what I should do. On one hand I keep thinking about Psalm 1:1 ” Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful.” I want to remove myself from this situation as I am kind of surrounded by harsh people and some days it’s hard to love them; but I am more worried that my walk with the Lord will be affected if I continue to be here and I don’t want to let down God because my relationship with Him is more important than anything in the world.
I am thinking of quitting but God isn’t allowing me to do that either by sending these into my inbox:
“the same God that knew what He was doing when He placed the stars in the sky knew what He was doing when He placed you right where you are. don’t be afraid to shine, bright one.” and God shows me 1 Samuel 17 and tells me that He will use the very thing that was meant to destroy me, to deliver me.
And tonight He points me out to this verse… “Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself: I am the LORD.” Leviticus 19:18
So tomorrow should be interesting because He wants me to be quiet and they want me to talk…. Guess who is gonna win !! I am gonna hang on to Him and claim His promises to me… So what can I say… When God is for me who can be against me ??